( i'm worthless )

Hey guess what.

Insomnia and angst still sucks.

( I'm so overwhelmed )

Looks like I'm making a very unplanned trip to Eastern Norway and my family this week. I know it's not been long since I spent an overlong holiday there but I need to do something to get out of this rut I'm in. Also it'll be great eating something besides chicken-flavoured noodles (boy did the novelty of that wear out fast ( Read more... )

It's half past two at night, I'm meeting a friend for coffee tomorrow, I'm dead tired - clearly this is the best time to evaluate my life ( Read more... )

Today I woke up with the most depressing notion in my head.

( Mankind is egotistical and stupid and I'm not sure if we'll ever change )

Ah, shit.

It's half past eleven and everything is just too much right now. I've got an archeology paper due Tuesday which I thought was going to be a breeze, only today I discovered that the curriculum compilation is sold out at the bookstore (I knew I should have bought it earlier but I didn't need it earlier oh shit oh shit oh shit) so now I'm ( Read more... )

Back from the doctor's - or rather, the ER, as I was told it was the only option available as my registered doctor is on the other side of the country. Haven't slept for three days at this point. (Fun hallucinations last night included being momentarily convinced there was a fire in the apartment, and a taste in my mouth of custard gone sour that ( Read more... )

It seems I failed both my exams this semester. I've never failed anything school-related ever, and suddenly an entire semester went down the drain. Fascinating.Well, good on me for taking it this well. I thought this would be much more painful, I thought I'd cry and hate myself, but this is no more than annoying. So I'll take those exams over. ( Read more... )

You know what? I would be much obliged if this day, this week, this exam, this computer, my other computer, this insomnia, this virus (or whatever it is I'm having) and this cluttered room would just FUCK OFF and DIAF.

God, we aren't even through with Monday but suckitude of this dimension is goddamn unparalleled. Yes I know I usually have a pre- ( Read more... )

Another one of those nights. As of now just about everything in the world seems to suck pretty hard ( Read more... )